Book 2
Rapist. Devils. Death note is a rapist. They all are, My lucifer is not. The right way round they say. Did you hear that? Can you hear them? Creepy aren’t they, he rapes me, gropes me, got his horrifying cult involved with my slaughter, preying for women with good hearts and men with good nature and nothing but virtue for women, but unfortunately they are ravaging in their ways, the old God Tom who raped me as Khaleesi, and Brenda the rapist stepmother who raped my previous grandmother when she was a child as punishment. The devils are whom say they are devils. Not the actual devil. I hear everything. Not from everyone, but I deliver messages and everything is against me in the spiritual realm because everything is bad and I am good. The good ones know this. they took my dog, my dog died but she is safe with my family so that’s a good thing. My puddin, and Bobby although I have no one to call on they’re safe with someplace I know is safe for them, Tink is too darling for me to talk about at this point, everything is a sob story about her and I can’t even cope with the things she has left behind here ❤ it’s sickening how she has to go. This vision here id say. While raping me. That’s now. This is my book, my second book. If I publish it I publish it, whatever. Started as a kid at one point felt I wasn’t normal, but had demons after me from very young for a past life reason. I felt huge existential guilt as a child for no reason and things that don’t matter at all to others matter to me existentially. Truthfully I’m not ready to go, I can’t go yet. I have too much life to live. Your lives were lost. For the prophecy, and tink because of demonic possession. I’m devastated. Can’t fathom them. Need to get in touch with people good like Hathor, Hekate and Hera, Athena etc… The Morrigan… I had many. The end to see it through… who ever is the ship. We all feel sinister. We all do things. How to become a goddess 101.
Write your story. This is mine.
I was raped all my life. My teeth chatter now from fear. The consistent fear of rape is chattering away at me constantly. There’s no one close to me that does it. But it happens from the demons. I cannot speak about it for the whole book, I just can’t. I need to rest in peace and this is the only way I’ll be able to rest in peace with my story out there for so long. I’ll be thrilled if this goes well, all I can say is I will be naturally killed probably by the higher selves but that seems too nice of an outcome to think about, do not speak to the dead. Do not. I am Goddess of Karma – there comes a time in a Goddesses life they learn their lessons, and I have learned mine and become the goddess of Karma. Wow. Ok. Cool then. There was none, I said but how? Is it possible? They told me it was. The higher selves. The universe gets involved now, whereas it didn’t before. The gods are much better away – albeit I’m alone they were involved just as much, was it necessary, could they have just stayed as wisps? I’m not sure, not my place to say either. I just miss them, can’t even talk about it, being watched. That’s they they’re gone, they’re watching me, and so a lot of people are being watched, I’m not sure how. Higher selves have a way of being and I am always there and not awake in reality so I’ve been busy making myself a goddess in the other realms. To tell the story is to become one. It’s been 28 years, this is my 28 year story
I am stalked and harassed by alien demons, it is horrific, and it’s because of this reason. I am so aware it’s terrifying to me, but they are here because they have known me in the underworld as my higher selves, so now they stalk me. I can astral travel very well and have been doing. It’s great for me to be able to do this and create connections with people that do not have anything to do with me in reality, Lucifer is good. He is good. Transcends reality. There’s a rape problem in hell, is Lucifer a rapist? No, so if he was, he would be involved.
There’s no one to protect me now. So I must write. End it all with writing about it, and then hopefully I can go peacefully and find my family, the story has been excruciatingly difficult to ever face, I couldn’t have written this with them here, so I can have them safe, have peace, do as I should and not talk to the dead, and just do this. Goddess of Karma, what does it mean? Just sit and listen. It takes time. Witchcraft. Society to change. Would be great example of Goddess of Karma. Great example number two would be giving people Goddess status after rape and victimisation, must be used in accordance with good morals and good intentions. Lucifer is not a pedophile. He just isn’t, I was 5 the first time I called on him to help me, and loved him ever since and he never once defiled me. Only in his own mischievous way did he get over the fact that later on, his wife was the child who became so predatory over him as a child where she wouldn’t let him sleep with anyone ever because if they did I can’t be friends with you and that’s what he did.
Have to stop there, unfortunately. If I carry on I open up our channels and we cannot speak, he’s somewhere safe and he’s on his island away. it’s unsafe to speak to the dead this much. I have chosen to die but have much to do before they allow it to happen, it has to be approved first so before it’s approved I have to stay, if I die naturally anyway. I became a goddess by chance, 1,2,3,4 times, now is my 5th or 7th perhaps? I knew I had reincarnated for your only way out of love. You insinuate religion with love and that is the greatest error, it’s actually judgement and God has to be found within. God cannot give you what you want, nor what you need, but he can give you something’s when you’re on the right track, and help you in certain situations if called on. Imagine if Jesus was like that though, imagine if he wasn’t a rapist or a pedophile now, he feels things he shouldn’t feel, I couldn’t betray my Lucifer by going with him in such a way. I had no idea me and Lucifer were ever even an option. They are so toxic they take it out of me.
Goddess of Karma means that I was never even an option. I was karma. And this is true, my true love is Lucifer and when I die we will be together. It’s steady and settling and like no other. I can’t speak too much about it, the infiltrators are watching.
Speak to L they said. Speak to L. Find who you are and speak to L, follow the C’s and find Kali, who will lead you to Khaleesi she believes the time is right. We were from that age, I was lead to help but defamation throughout the whole new era of the journey, each new season was invitation to something much greater but much more sinister and unwanted.
The goal is one day my films will be made and I don’t have to do them myself. If I write enough maybe I can – do I have time to make a book? Possibly. Do I have time to write a blog? Absolutely.
This new era is one I never even anticipated could happen, ever, in any reality. I cannot fathom what I am witnessing. It’s destraughting. The pain is not the good pain I am used to, it is wretched and evil and from something else entirely.
They wish for me to keep respect, while they defile me. How can I do that when you rape me. I will kill you, I say. One day, I will get you. I am alive, you are a dead thing, there are no rules, I can outrun you and get you from the distance when I am dead. When I die as a goddess for the 7th time. Something like that. Yes. The time is now for it, there comes a time in every Wheatley Manning’s life where they get what they worked for. This is known around my local area. Not all of them, for sure. But I am a part of my grandfathers legacy, and it’s the most thrilling thing to me to have it.
To be asking at 13 what is this for, and to be 28 and finally knowing. I would play a game when my grandparents came round, with the prickly plants in the garden. I will prick my finger grandad and when I’m 28 you have to kiss me to wake me up.
20 years later… this story is personal. It’s not for everyone to know, but I will tell it, as it is my own. This is new to me, to us; sharing it. New. It shared itself, on its own. For us to be talking about it ourselves is very needed and new let me tell you. They were gangsters, respected moneymakers in the area didn’t ever take any nonsense off people who didn’t know them or their name. Everyone knew you didn’t mess with a Wheatley. Why? Because they are watched over. Before the Goddess of Karma was ever born, into the family line, my grandmothers birthday is 28/2 which in the bible is proverbs 2:28 “those who plant injustice will reap disaster and their reign of terror will come to an end” I was ready. At 28, I was ready.
I could take on the world at this point, will I? I am not sure. Back to the legend, I encountered people throughout my lifetime that had heard of them closenit- knowing them, knowing the name. Knowing me because of the name, but not knowing me at all because of the name. Goddess of Karma governed the Wheatley’s long before she ever arrived – this is what it’s for, grandad. You did this life, you did this, for me. Your hardworking gangster legacy made it out before the media ever had chance to tarnish it, before the internet ever came about. A story intertwined in History as Kenneth and Barbara, Ken and Barbie, British and wise and gangster and wife.
This is true. Never hell. Always heaven. Never hell. Goddess of Hell is not me.. Defilement and rejection is not the one for me, but with Goddess of Karma, that’s very different. The clock ticks.
Take him out my side… my suicide… is mine.
The rape will lead me to my death, I just know it. What does it take to be the a Goddess anyway, and especially the Goddess of Justice and Karma. How? Why me? Because I had done it before and it’s what is natural. I’m natural at it. It was chosen for me. Karma did great things for me and I died the Sun Goddess & Goddess of Justice & Karma and many more, which is such a blessing when you feel you have earned nothing in your daily reality other than create madness within art realms.
Jessica Rosa Wheatley Manning 